the voices within
i am tres dizzy.
Logic is not automatic. Those who deny it cannot be conquered by it. So says voiceover sometime during last week’s Cold Case episode. But i’m also wondering if it’s possible that on the straight road of rationality, you could fall deep into a pit of nonsense, at the peak, when all combined logics just end up totally rubbish? There are many reasons to do one thing. Good reasons that come together, and then you realize why do you need so many reasons to do something that does not speak to your species being?
Could there be that some logic are not logic at all given unmatched contexts and perspectives?
What is the cost of saying ‘I give up’? Whose house of cards falls? Mine?
As usual i’m not right in the mind. HAHA~ First year of uni officially OVERRR no more noob freshie..i’m gonna have juniors again haha. What was I waiting for the 3 months holidays for? Feels like loads still to do. Gotta wrap up my SOE stuff, gotta try that essay thingy, gotta do planning for ROW, gotta plan for Switz and Korea, gotta do fanaholic, gotta work, gotta tutor….ahhhhh~ i think come august when the term starts again, no questions about it, i’d be dead beat. Grrr~that’s why I’ve been taking drugs. Haha ^^ now now hold back the urge to dial 999 or IMH my drugs are well not really drugs. i don’t really know what to call them anymore. They accelerated from an entity I don’t give a crap about, to something pretty nice, to something really awesome, to an obsession, to a makemeperfectIMHcandidate and now. It’s just IT. Is IT even a burden now? Hmmm~ IT’s definitely impractical baggage. But baggage i cannot just throw away. IT’s appended itself to my existence. I’m rooted in IT. We cannot let each other go. We feed on each other’s lives. Scary ah~Now I know why I scared people with IT. IT’s starting to scare me now too. Hmm hmmm~
