chronic dbskaholism

you got me under your skin

I am ill.

Sick in the brain and feverish with chronic dbskaholism.

OMONA

(who’s mona?)

my mind is just saturated with them

it’s terminal like cancer.

the more i think of it it is also like an addiction like everytime i turn on my changmin (teehee i named my mac after him.sounds wrong though but heck) i will automatically go to youtube and right on the homepage if farahmicky hasn’t uploaded a dbsk something youtube reccomends me dbsk vids anyway. im going outta my mind!!!!yaaaaa!!!

i need me some pills.

black black heart

is there already a record for getting the most number of psycho driving instructors assigned to you? i think i should apply. i get stuck with the most…problematic ones. there’s pms uncle, playwithwindow uncle, shakeleglikewanttopee uncle, lamejokeshouldjustshutup uncle and today i got religiousfundamentalist uncle. huhhhhh aigoooo like what the heck..why can’t we just PARK????im having enough trouble maneouvering the car i don’t need to be indoctrinated with deviant religious SOTs at the same time, and especially not at 8am on a saturday morning, after a late nite of watching dbsk vids and before coffee!!!Like whattheheck is your problem?go do something else you ironic old man who accuses handbrakes and gearsticks of being evil and killing the earth but duh you’re supporting the car industry coz you’re teaching successive generations of car users coz what the heck would drivers do other than buy cars or rent cars to drive????SHIB@%!

i needs ta go swimming.or cut my hair. or do meditation…huhhh

go go power rangers

do you know how tiring anger and mania is?

very

and it’s so not conducive for me being an intellectual.

i think my IQ has dropped severely due to fangirling and unrestricted internalized violence (that is the approximate description for the animosity towards nothing and everything in general that i have been feeling lately)

and mid term break is already around the corner which means i have something due; an essay or two before midterm break crap! i can’t even remember what subject the essay(s) are for.

i keep losing sight of what i’m trying to find.

there is always some other noise and something else to see

sorry for turning my blog into a place to rant about driving instructors and to showcase the downtrend of my mug-abilities. i miss the constraints of lower education.ha.